Look at stars how they shine and glow
but some of those stars died a long time ago.
Still they shine in the evening skies.
Love like starlight never dies.

hey baby!
can't believe it's been 6 months...!!!
i used to think you were the rebound but you couldn't be.
damn! i don't wanna rush things but it just feels so wrong.
the feeling of being neither here nor there.
it's just killing me day by day.
we're definitely more than friends yet we're not an item as so they say it to be.
every moment of the last 7 days has been spent with you
yet you are missed terribly.
most would say it's because i'm blinded by love
but baby it's not just today..
it's EVERYDAY!!!
you said you loved me and i thought it to be a joke because deep down...
i was shocked, intimidated and afraid.
but that was then and this is now.
i can honestly say..

I LOVE YOU TOO

Sunday

well well today was like a piggy day for me. i met my godpa and 2 godsisters for lunch..we went to botak jones and had a greata feast! we also did quite a bit of catching up (: after lunch, mom and i headed down to causeway point where i bought a butterfly belt and it was EXTREMELY PRETTY *flutters eyelids* haha. then i went for crispin's birthday party at his place. it was a cosy place with his few close friends..we had good food, great birthday cake and tabboo which was the highlight of the night. my oh my! cordelia, crispin's sister, was HIGH BABY HIGH! she was literally laughing at the slightest of things to the extent that everybody was laughing and had like 6 pax i swear. haha.

Monday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CRISPIN!!!

it has been a week since i've had jazz so my body is completely stiff and so not flexible..i almost died during jazz this morning as my stamina was so not there. haha. nonetheless it was fun and i definitely felt good after class due to the amount of push ups, sit ups and leg lifts we did *faints* anyways after jazz, val and i headed to BK for lunch and SUBWAY for COOKIES! wahahaha. they were the bomb baby! then we headed back to school for dance kinesiology whish was as usual cheem Cheem and more CHEEM! after class, crispin met me at school and we went for tau hui and guess what!! he was wearing the shirt that marcus and i bought for him..i was beamiing like a chesire cat cos it looked nice on him, fitted him and he said it was comfortable. haha. marcus has a knack for shopping..what a girl! haha. kidding mate (: while having tau hui, crispin surprised me with 2 gifts..one was a jacqueline wilson 2009 diary and a book called the hot chick. i was absolutely in love with the diary cos it was just so me *beams* THANKS CRISPIN!

well it's getting late so i'm off to bed now folks. catch ya soon!

LOVES

Saturday

Nothing much happened in the day other than watching tv, studying and dancing. haha. gosh! i'm dying for school to start..the hols are making me eat more More and MORE! i need to get back in shape, warm up my muscles, get back my flexibility before school starts which is like in a week. ROARS!

Well I attended evening mass at olss..it has been a long time since i've been there as my family has been going to other churches for mass. Although there are many beautiful churches in Singapore, i still feel home at olss despite its simplicity. I guess it's the companionship of friends and familiar faces greeting you each times you enter those doors.

After mass, I met derrek and marcus for dinner..we headed to the 925 coffeeshop for frog's legs porridge, popiah and chicken wings. boy was it a feast *big fat grin* after dinner, derrek went off to meet a friend while marcus and i went to causeway point to buy crispin's birthday present. we were walking high and low until we found a nice shirt for dear crispin. haha. i sure hope he loves it (:

On the way home, we met marvin so i chatted with him for awhile. gosh! i haven't talked to that guy in ages man haha and he's still as hot as ever..right chels *googly eyes* while marcus was walking me home, not to my surprise, we spotted jasmine, marcus' cousin, and her boyfriend joshua who is also marcus' friend under the block. joshua and jasmine, especially joshua, were practically examining me up to down la! scary shits yo. 2 hours later, i received a call from marcus and thankfully i impressed them both. yay! in addition to that jasmine's entire family apparently knows about me..ahhhh!!! well fortunately i have made a good impression thus far..hopefully i get to continue the reputation. LOL!

For now..it's adios mates!

love love~

mhmms! it's a glorious saturday morning and i'm doing research and working on my report now. well yesterday was one incredible day baby! haha

I woke up around 8.45 and started studying for my Singapore Arts Scene exam. I remember that nerve-wrecking feeling and butterflies fluttering wildly in my stomach. It was a madhouse! Hence I lost track of time..i met marcus at khatib mrt and he accompanied me to school. I had rehearsal with max which was rather fun. Then i had lunch with rachel and debrah..it was the first time whereby rach was totally silent and studying! omg! ahaha. deb and i were chattering like little monkeys i swear. after lunch we met pin and started playing songs from our phone, singing and dancing to calm ourselves haha. I so can't wait to be legal and club with them yo! Well soon it was 3 and we headed to the exam room and then it was 3.45 the exam ended. It was easy peasy as there were only 25 mcq..yeah! it's all over. I made a few stupid mistakes but i'm confident i'll still do well (: After the exam, rach deb mitchel and i headed to starbucks in orchard. it was rachel's treat..thanks babe! After much catching up, I met marcus for dinner. He treated me to Manhattan's Fish At PS (: After dinner i went to amplify in the city at raffles place. the night was awesome! the songs were good and session by leonard was great..i was definitely amazed by his teaching. we even had a free gift which was a hand-painted tea light. after that there was fellowship outisde the auditorium and my oh my did i meet lotsa familiar faces. i felt like a rock star..wahahhaha...pop! goes the ego. around midnight, crispin anna marcus and i headed to 848 for supper which was filled with much retardedness -.- we hung out till like 1am before heading home sweet home. LOL!

WHO ARE LOVE?

JAZREEL and MELISSA
Sammie and Beverley
Marcus
Jamie, Adel, Daffy, Chelsea
Debrah, Val, Pin, Rach

yeah baby!!! school's almost coming to an end. i know it's only the first term of the first year and there's nothing much to celebrate about but it's been a long and rigorous 7 weeks. i promise you my classmates and i have lost weight and developed muscles. wahahaha. it feels pretty darm awesome!! in addition to that much has happened..let's talk about school first shall we..

I can conclude that i am a teacher's pet..madam lim's pet that is. she's always so nice and lenient to me..she even called me "dear"..she's always talking so fast and telling people that they are wrong and should improve but she has never once done that to me even though i'm in the "wrong". like today while we were having our usual rounding off the session, i was asked to demonstrate and exercise with my other classmate but i was tired and being rahter whiney and stuff. In this case, she would start her usual nagging and all but to me she was like oh dear!..okay you better sit down then..elizabeth! please take over her and do it. i swear i was super shocked and so were my other classmates. i absolutely don't blame them if they were swearing at me in their minds. ahhhh!!! don't blame me people..it ain't my fault ): it feels kinda weird yet cool yet annoying yet freaky..i've never been a teacher's pet and now that i am one..i don't really enjoy it. no doubt i have certain advantages like being treated nicer and hopefully getting better grades but ultimately i want to be treated equally. this is freaking tertiary man not primary school! oh wells. i still repect madam lim as a teacher. i just hope i'm not "spoilt" in class. sighs...

Moving on to more positive stuff..I MISS MARCUS!!! though he's like talking to me on the phone now hahahaha. well i'm glad that igy and another certain someone are so out of my mind. it's nice to know that there is someone out there who cares for you in times of pain, keeps you company in times of loneliness, comforts you in times of sadness and most of all loves you for who you are. i never thought he would be the one but as time passed, i knew more about him and i guess things just happened. haha.

love love! ~