I completed my Singapore Arts Scene (Music) module and it has been great so for. I can't believe time flew by so fast..first I was selecting the module then paying for the module then anticipating class to begin then enjoying class while it lasts and now it's all over. I've gotten an A for all my assignments so I'm extremely proud of myself..HAHA!

SATURDAY

Crispin had to head down to the EA for a meeting so his parents offered me a lift to the EA as well. Dance practice was fast today as I didn't come last week..I had to recall the footwork and also learn the arms and skirt movement. Boy was my brain gonna explode..anyway rehearsal still went well. Lanette handed out our upcoming performances and the schedule. It's sad that I won't be able to come for 2 of the performances as I'll be in KL for the Tari festival. After rehearsal, I waited an hour for Crispin then had lunch at Quentin's with him. That boy psychoed me to have a glass of wine with him so we did in the middle of the afternoon! We were alright when we were sitting and talking but when we got up ur heads started spinning..it was mad i tell you..Our drinks were spiked! hahaha. I'm never drinking wine so early ever again! Then he went for another function at the EA while I headed home then went for sunset mass with tim, glen, marcus and his family. Tim and Glen headed off for dinner then pesach whereas I followed Marcus and family to safra to celebrate Louis' sweet sixteen. We had dinner at Eatzi Steakhouse and Bistro..which is exactly like Jack's Place..if I'm not wrong it is Jack's Place! Food was awesome and the company was even more awesome. I like Alethia's pink tube haha..bimbo moment. Louis birthday cake was in the shape of an electric guitar. ROCK ON BABE! haha. After that we all chilled at the Neubronner's house.

SUNDAY

Woke up not too long ago and intend to slack the whole day. Mom, Tim and I will be meeting Uncle Eric and Aunty Pearlie at Just Beer which is a restaurant and pub owned by Dennis and Jac. I can't wait to go there for dinner tonight (:

Mon to Thur
dance photoshoot at sentosa

Tue to Fri
Mom going to Malacca

Tuesday

Mom went for operation this morning..it went well but she feels rather groggy now. She's resting in the hospital and will come home later on in the evening/night. We had a field trip for SAS music today..we went for a tour of the esplanade. It was alright because I got to know more about the theatre and other features but I feel that it could have been more elaborate..I mean we paid $8 for it and I felt it wasn't worth the price..it was maybe worth only 5. Anyway after the tour, Mr Lim treated the whole class to Haagen Das ice cream. Yummy yum yum (: Then Kai Ming, Charlotte, James, Shou Yi, Ren Xin and myself headed to the Hong Kong cafe at Marina Square for lunch. It was a good meal with even better companionship. Since Rem Xin and SHou Yi will be heading to KL to meet Ren Xin's family, The rest of the class decided to go for a short trip to KL as well haha. I may go with them too! (: we'll see how things go..soon after we all headed our seperate ways. I'm doing my assignment to be handed in tomorrow..it's a review on today's field trip and I have much to pen down. I hope I can finish before dinner..I want mommy to come home now. I miss her!

SATURDAY

I met Jazreel today for some girl time..met her at J8 and we had lunch at pastamania. We sat at the same place she and mel first met marcus hahaha. After a good lunch we felt like heading home to sleep but at the same time we wanted to hang out so badly so we tried to keep our eyes open like real real real big while window shopping and then she decided to come up with the brilliant idea of watching a movie. Both of us were like.."really? i bet we'll fall asleep no matter how thrilling the movie is man..hahaha" because we were both running late we headed down to the cathay at amk hub to catch the 2pm show of angels and demons. We got the couple seats haha..it was so comfortable (: My oh my! we were so wrong cos we were so so so awake during and after the movie man..it was such a thriller. I was literally clasping on to her at the "moments"..those who watched it will understand how i feel so yeah..haha. Awesome movie that I wouldn't mind watching again!! After the movie, I met marcus and his family at olss for sunset mass. Then we headed for dinner at the coffeeshop opposite church...went back to marcus' place and hung out will 11pm.

SUNDAY

Woke up this morning around 9 plus which is considered late cos i needed to complete my assignment by like 2.30pm. My assignment was on Cultural Medallion Award recipient Jeremy Monteiro. I think he's simply an amazing guy with much accomplishment which is why i decided to do a write up about him. I finally completed my assignment at around 2pm..got ready and cabbed down to Victoria Concert Hall for a perfomance I had to report on. It was put up by the Singapore Symphony Orchestra. The pieces they played were not as bad as I thought it would be..rather catchy but at times slow but I still managed to stay awake hehe. After the concert I went for steamboat at thomson road with marcus and his family. This was to celebrate his birthday. I thought we all did a good job cos it was a buffet and we ate like there was no tomorrow. Uncle Martin was surprised that I had an appetite cos I usually don't eat so much in front of them but I was really hungry yesterday and it was "eat as much as you want for $21++" so what the heck..i just whack la! hur hur hur hurs.

MONDAY

Went to school for class today and got back last week's assignment..i didn't do so well so this means i gotta ace the next 2 assignments in order to ace this module. This isn't so easy cos the first 3 assignments were reserach-based whereas the next 2 are "watch a concert and go to the esplanade for a tour and write a review" oh well. If i don't get an A i guess B is good but A would be best. Anyway headed home after class..slacked all the way..

There are a couple of movies I wanna watch that are out now such as Night at the Museum 2, Ghost of my girlfriend's past, the Conspiracy, Dancing Subaru and a couple of others which i missed. I guess i'll get the dvd when they come out. haha

FRIDAY

...it was around 2.30am and i received a call from marcus.."hey! i'm home already? so.." and the conversation continued. i thought that was rather sweet of him to call me and tell me he's home and ask me how i was..etc it was actually a very nice conversation despite it being so so early haha

Attended class in the morning and Mr Lim gave us back our assignments. Lo and behold..i had 18/20!! i was extremely relieved and happy for the good results haha..inspiration to continue working hard (: anyway after class i had lunch and headed down to I Models International for a tv commercial interview. I got the job as a model there but i'm gonna reject it. After the interview, i felt like going on a shopping spree..first stop cotton on. Out of the several clothes i tried, i bought a high-waist skirt and a blouse. Then i bought a $30 ring from perlini's silver..it looks super gorgeous and it doesn't look cheap! haha.

Headed home and went to church..crispin actually thought it was a 3 carat rock! haha how realistic can this get and when i told him the truth he was like..oh good! i know where to get my presents for girls now haha. Sebas and Roch thought I was engaged..!!! Oh people..how i wish so..lalalalala~

After session, the rest went to macs coffeeshop to chill whereas adel, sebas, jr, crispin and i headed home. I went to crispin's house cos i needed to use the internet..a little guitar hero and a little chilling time hahaha. Crispin and I were hungry so we cabbed down to char grill for an extremely late dinner. Takashi mushroom soup for starters, char grill chicken and pork sausages for the main course. He had ice barley whereas a bottle of henieken it was for me (: Talked till about 3 and headed home. It was good spending time with him.

SATURDAY

Woke up not too long ago..i'm gonna meet jazreel at J8 for girl time then head to olss for sunset mass followed by dinner with marcus and his family. I hope there's still time to complete my music assignment. I shall bereport on recently awarded cultural medallion award winner and my personal idol- Iskandar Ismail. Simply love that guy.. (:

MONDAY

Woke up this morning and headed for Singapore Arts Scene Music class. My teacher is one heck of a guy man..he's quirky and sarcastic but I actually like him..his sarcasm is what makes us pay attention in class. LOL! We have 5 assignments to complete..each comprising of an essay due every lesson. I am never ever taking extra modules ever man..ever! Anywhoos the whole of today was spent at home relaxing and researching for my report. We had to do a write-up on a musical group in Singapore so I chose the Singapore Symphony Chorus.

TUESDAY

Mom and I went down to St Joseph's Church (Victoria Street) for our second pipe organ lesson with Father Christov. It was a good lesson and I learnt much from it (: Then we headed to bugis junction for lunch. Soon after it was off to bugis street night market to buy marcus' birthday gift. I intended to customise a cap for him with his name..I even had the design on a piece of paper. It took me weeks by the way..hunted high and low for the shop which i sourced for online. However the shop changed so I could not customise the cap hence I had to buy one off the rack. I was terribly disappointed but oh wells..when i find the shop i'll get it done for him haha. Cabbed home with mom thereafter. I was in the midst of my report when the migrain came. It's terrible to do a report with a migrain and menstrual cramps. Oh well..i completed it..rested awhile and then cabbed down to my grandparents place with tim. The 4 of us had dinner at a german restaurant at Jalan Leban called Bavaria's Haus. Freaking awesome good food and beer..muahahahaha.I wish I were in Germany now..i'll go berserk with the beer man..marcus said it's only 50cents but that huge huge mug!!! Marcus and I are waiting for either of us to strike the big one then we'll go to Europe. whooohoooo!!! Anyway back to dinner..we had soups for starters..pork knuckles, ribs and steak for main course..apple strudel, apple crumble and chocolate hot fudge brownie for desert. Was it awesome or what..I was so full I could not move a muscle man..

WEDNESDAY

Went for SAS Music today..class was rather interesting..I learnt much facts about the real world in the arts industry. I'm starting to like Mr Lim more and more..hurhurs. Had lunch and went to the library to do research for my next assignment..waited for marcus to call but he didn't so i went home first. Rested at home then headed to church to attend mass with his family. After mass, we headed back to his place and waited for the churchies to arrive. At around 10, we met them at the coffeeshop near marcus place and chilled. At the stroke of midnight, we took out the moscato and strudel while the unsuspecting marcus was on the phone. Then when he came we sang him a birthday song..lo and behold i saw a little pool of tears well up in his eyes..awwww!!! Then we dug into the strudel and moscato and continued chatting till 3am.

Love you baby (:

THURSDAY

HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY LOVE!!!

Nothing much happened today other than completing my second assignment for SAS music followed by watching american idol twice and talking to marcus 7 times haha..seriously..we were both too lazy and tired to go out so we spent the whole of today at home and i think he was bored too so he called me at least 7 times haha. his group of friends from school will be meeting up to play basketball followed by barbeque and drinking tomorrow..partners were invited too but i would be the only one going cos the rest can't make it hence i told marcus i won't be going cos i'll be so outstanding plus i'll be the youngest!!! hahahaha. but now to think of it..i have absolutely nothing planned the second half of the day and i wouldn't mind going however i can't cos marcus needed to tell john by this afternoon. oh wells...i'll figure something out as always. LOL!

FRIDAY

Today's session was really good. Jamie's input about love was amazing. Go to chels' blog for a better understanding because I'm not as expressive as she is. After session, the churchies had supper at the usual syed's and then we headed to crispin's house to play guitar hero and american idol. It was awesome to the max though I was really sleepy as I woke up at 7.30 in the morning. We played till 3 plus in the morning so by the time I headed home and crashed it was 4 in the morning...

SATURDAY

...woke up at 8.45am, quickly got ready and cabbed down to the Eurasian Association with Crispin. He had a meeting while I had dance rehearsal for Eurasiana the musical tribute. It's Singapore's first-ever Eurasian musical.. with performers such as Jeremy and Claressa Monteiro, Don Richmond, Brian Richmond, Eunice Olsen, Andrea De Cruz and many many more..i'm pretty excited about it. Rehersal went well and I met new friends (: After rehersal I was super hungry so I went down to Quentins for lunch. I spotted my grandpa there so I joined him and his 2 friends for lunch. It was nice meeting them but my fish and chips were nicer..hahaha i'm totally kidding! Grandpa gave me a lift home and we had a good chat in the car. Tim and I will be having dinner with my grandparents on tuesday night..i can't wait..hahaha. I attended sunset mass with marcus and his family then we headed to zone 400 plus for dinner which was totally awesome. The beef was just really really good..i'll recommend it to my family soon haha. Soon after, marcus and I headed to Aunty Vanessa's place to celebrate Aunty Karen and Aunty Mal's birthday. There were fantastic food, krazy karaoke, jovial jamming sessions and the mad mad mad mahjong. What started off as "just for fun" ended with addiction. What am i talking about?! Of course..the one and only mad mad mad mahjong! I wanna play mahjong, guitar hero, world tour and american idol now. OH MY GOSH! We stayed till 3 in the morning and i knocked out by 3.30am

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNTY MAL AND AUNTY KAREN!!!
Doesn't the cake look scrumptious!!!

SUNDAY

...I slept the whole day..I woke up for lunch and facebook and then i went straight back to sleep. HAHA! mom called at 6.50 to wake me up and get ready cos we were going for a family dinner. We headed to flaming mangoos at jalan malu malu (: The food was simply mouth watering and we are all stuffed. I just had my period this morning so cramps are major..I need jazreel now because the both of us have major cramps and back aches during our period. It's depressing..but we understand each other's agony during this period of time and I am thankful for her (: Mel sucks and she knows that..she doesn't have cramps at all. Boo her! Jaz and I are constantly teasing her that when we are pregnant we can tolerate the pain whereas mel can't because she has never experienced menstrual cramps and pms moments. LOL! We'll just have to wait and see but ultimately she knows we love her..all 3 of us love each other so yeah..it's called tough love baby! (:

WOW!! Much has happened the past week but to cut a long story short. Jazreel and Melissa have been really awesome friends..whenever I needed a shoulder to cry on..words of comfort..they were there for me. That's what bestfriends are for truly. I appreciate every single thing that they have done and cannot ask for anything more. Love you babes dearly! (:

Marcus and I talked things out too so we're doing good (: It's just sad and frustrating at times when i wanna talk things out but i don't get a response..i literally receive silence and i'm clueless at what to do next. I was reading alethia's blog and what she says is absolutely true. This is what she said.." Then love and I had such a huge quarrell which saw us both almost breaking up and losing all that we had. Everytime we tell ourselves to sit down and piece things together, it gets worse and worse and the arguments get bigger and bigger". It's so true cos when you bring something up, other problems derive from it and the matter gets blown up so it's a do or die position. You either solve it all together and life goes on or you crumble and lose the person you love so much..

Well the holidays are officially here and I have much to do such as practice piano..get a part time job..learn driving..and of course have fun too! Jazreel, Melissa and I are scheduling a Bintan trip in late june as well..not too sure yet but i'm pretty sure it's on. YEAH! Well i gotta get ready soon..going to ubin seafood restaurant at sinmin. yummy yummy yummy..i can't wait. Here's a big shoutout from me to all mothers..

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!!!

Yesterday

Woke up this morning feeling rather excited because though it's a monday..it's a holiday!! haha I went to school for rehearsal..it was only for an hour because it was the only time slot available.

After that, I headed to marcus' place..intended to spend time with him but resulted to something not too pleasant. We weren't screaming or shouting or anything..I just wasn't happy..I haven't been happy for a long time actually. Before we got together..he made a promise to me saying that he's a simple guy with simple goals in mind and all he wishes for is to make me happy. If I 'm not happy and he doesn't do anything to make me happy..doesn't that mean he doesn't care anymore?! I don't ask for fancy bags..the lastest shoes..romantic dates by the beach and all those things..I just ask for respect, love, communication and all things that make a good healthy relationship. Whenever he talks to me..he's always so crude and fierce and I don't know..it's just not marcus anymore. What happened to the sweet gentle loving kind man I used to know?! I thought it was stress due to studies but it's his holidays..he just returned from clubbing and batam which he loved very very very much..so.. How could he not be happy..How could he be stressed?! Does that mean he really doesn't care for me anymore?? What hurts me even more is..I took the initiative to spend time with him at the comfort of his home..I could have gone home and done my own thing but no..I decided to go to his place because I know he's too lazy to get ready and go out etc etc etc. Yet he says I'm bored..there's nothing to do..I'm wasting my time during the holidays..I don't have money so how to enjoy..I should be having fun but I'm not..this sucks etc etc etc. hello!! I'm just here..why don't we cuddle on the couch and watch tv..it's not like there were horrible shows..there were good programmes on the tv for crying out loud. It doesn't require money and we can at least talk if he didn't wanna watch tv right..I mean..we couldn't possibly make out when his maid and grandma were in the house and even if we went to his room..his maid was cleaning the house and she was in his room for quite awhile!! He won't even answer my simple questions..I honestly have no clue what's going on. Jesus please help me..I don't want to lose him..I just want to talk things out..

Came home for dinner then accompanied mom to TTSH to visit Aunt Nellie as she was in critical condition. It was good that we saw her because she passed on an hour after we arrived. As much as I am upset and I will miss her..I know that she is in a better place and she gets to rest in peace instead of fighting. She fought an awesome battle..she really did..I greatly admire her for her strength and faith. I'm also glad that she had great family members by her side during her depart.

Love you and Rest in Peace Grandaunt Nellie (:

Thursday

Woke up this morning with nothing to do so i decided to go online..talked to Chels and Crispin on msn. Chels and I were craving for guitar hero and world tour hahahaha. Hence I headed down to Crispin's place to play world tour and it was freaking awesome. I loved it sooooo much AND i actually beat Crispin!!! I always lose to him but I actually won for that one song hahahaha. I will try harder and defeat him more often the next time *evil laughter* Chels couldn't join us though..next time the churchies should all meet up again (:

Around 1.30..Crispin and I had lunch at the coffeeshop then he ran errands for the EA while I went over to Marcus' place. That dear boy of mine slept till 5pm so i just watched tv -.- but it was good to see him after that..I really missed him lots. He just came back from batam so he passed me the stuff he bought. He bought my family kueh lapis and keropok while he bought 2 tops for me. I absolutely loved them! (:

Friday

Nothing much happened today..went to school in the morning for rehearsal then headed home and slept till the evening hahaha! then i headed to church for youth night session. There weren't many people prolly cos it was a public holiday..lazy people -.- kidding! anyway i met up with Leslie and Marcus after that..chilled under block then headed home..

Saturday

Nothing much happened in the day..went for rehearsal in the evening..changes were made again and I'm worried. I hope we get to see Madam Lim and allow her to access it cos we are just 5 days away..!! sighs. After rehearsal I met Marcus..had dinner at the coffeeshop near his place then headed to golden village yishun. We had about 20 minutes to spare before the movie so we headed to the arcade. It was my idea to go there but he ended up playing the games and I was his loyal supporter hahahaha. He played dance dance revolution3 and daytona usa. hahahaha. He did well for both games but lost towards the end ): soon after we watched X-MEN ORIGINS: WOLVERINE!!! It has been 5 and a half months since I last caught a movie with him so I was glad for last night..it was nice spending time with him too (: