dance with me, darlin'

Sunday, August 1, 2010

For the past few months, I have been feeling major chest pains whenever I wake up..it is impossible for me to stretch because the center of my chest just hurts so bad. I thought it was a muscle pull but it's the bone that hurts..I went to the doctor and the first time, the doctor said she didn't know what was wrong with me. She said it's nothing serious and I should just take painkillers. Of course! I wasn't going to accept that, I'm not gonna take medication to cure my pain temporarily. I want to cure the problem! Hence I visited another doctor and he told me that my chest tissue and cartilage and something were all inflammed..there's some medical term for it but I can't remember what it's called. To my greatest surprise, the doctor gave me the same medication as the previous doctor. I didn't even know how to react man..like how can he have figured what was wrong with me and give me the same damn medication. ARGH!!! Total waste of my money..well at least I know what's wrong with me I guess.

2 days ago, I was completely relieved and happy that YOG rehearsal was cancelled. All of us have been rehearsing and heading down to the floating platform every other weekday and weekend and we're all exhausted. I have also been missing a lot of Peter Pan rehearsals because of YOG rehearsals hence I headed down to the CC..I met jaz and we did some catching up. Rehearsals ended early so we just hng around loner..I was so hungry already so I bought ananas for lunch..awesome yummy food :D :D The boys went over to Saras's place to hang out while Naathan, Saras, James, Henry, Kanitha and myself went home as so i thought. Everybody went to Aston's for lunch while Kanitha and I went back..met Prabs and went back to Sembawang shopping centre for awhile and then went back to yishun. Gosh! I remember taking the 980bus 3 times in that 1 hour. Anyway..they went to game while I went back to rest for awhile before meeting jaz for Brendan's bbq. Around 7.30, I met kc and jaz at yishun mrt and we drove down to sembawang for the bbg. The fire took a damn long time to start thanks to the wonderful charcoal but all in all it was a great night spent. We had loads of food such as fried rice, sausages, crab sticks, otah, sambal stingway, chicken wings, chips, marshmallows and last of all the drinks :) I was completely stuffed by the end of the night I swear. The best part of it all wasn't the food but the company..it was a mini IJ reunion as Ali invited some of her friends too..we were exchanging loads of stories when we were in IJ and the life after IJ and just so much more..it was so damn entertaining and fun. Thanks for that wonderful night girls :D

Yesterday was a mentally exhausting day cos Saras, Colin and I met up at the CC for dance practice. Naathan and Prabs tagged along as they were bored at home and love us so much they just had to see our lovely faces. Anyway dance practice was good cos we came up with costume ideas, how to start and end the dance and we have an element of surprise in the dance :) we also came up with new choreography and formations..only 10 more eights to go and we are done....then it's polish Polish POLISH!!! We have exactly 6 days to go so it's really stressful and scary but I'm sure we'll be able to pull it off. GO TEAM!! Oh crap..we still haven't figured out our team name yet..ahhhh!!! ideas anybody?!?!?!

This was never the way I planned
Not my intention I got so brave, drink in hand
Lost my discretion
It's not what I'm used to
Just wanna try u on
I'm curious for you
Caught my attention

I kissed a girl and I liked it
The taste of her cherry chapstick
I kissed a girl just to try it
I hope my boyfriend don't mind it
It felt so wrong It felt so right
Don't mean I'm in love tonight
I kissed a girl and I liked it I liked it

7:59 PM
;would you like to dance with me?